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Paul
loved walking through Hampstead Heath.
No one bothered him; they barely paid a bit of attention and he could
lose himself in his thoughts. He
had recently lost his fiancée because he was never satisfied with just one
woman. No matter how good she
was for or to him, he always cheated. He
could not remember how many women he had over the years especially once he
and his mates had become famous. Hell,
the women had to take some responsibility. It
wasn’t even fun anymore. When
he and his friends started out on the wild ride called celebrity, pulling
birds was almost a sport. They
made it a game and over the course of time, he had done very well.
A gold medal winner in the sport of sex, but now the challenge was
all but gone. If he wanted the
woman, it was a sure bet he could have her, any way he wanted. But Jane had been different, and they had been together a
long time. He took a real
pleasure knowing he had been her first and only lover.
This still did not stop his cheating, which he always carefully
orchestrated, but he’d gotten sloppy, or maybe it was over-confident, and
she caught him. She
caught him in the act and would not forgive him.
Hell, she wouldn’t even return his calls. Fuck her, he didn’t need to waste time and effort on
someone who couldn’t accept his apology.
There were plenty where she came from.
At least he was trying to convince himself of that fact. Paul
looked around, not many people about, so he unleashed Martha and let her
take off, chasing the wind, paper, anything that moved. It was at that moment that he saw the girl stretched out on a
blanket, playing with a baby. The
baby, a beautiful little boy, was sitting up, the girl’s arms about his
pudgy body, and he was grinning at her adoringly.
She blew on his tummy and the giggles grew louder. The
girl was lying on her stomach; her long legs pointed up, the soft yellow
dress blowing a bit in the warm breeze.
She had long light brown hair with many blonde highlights, and her
shoes were tossed in the grass. She
was totally involved in the baby, the loving smile on her face telling him
the child had to be hers. Paul
looked at her face; small nose, luscious mouth, young, very young. The
sight of the mother and son warmed his heart; he wondered what it would be
like to have a child of his own. Well,
he did have a few out there somewhere.
Al had negotiated settlements with several women, mostly from
Germany, because he did not have the time to worry about those matters on
his way up. There were times he
thought about offspring he would never know.
He really wasn’t a bastard, just focused.
Was that rationalization? Paul
watched the young mum and totally forgot about Martha until he heard excited
barking and his attention turned to his dog and the old couple who were
shooing her away as she playfully stalked their bulldog. Paul hurried over, apologizing, and once he got Martha back
on the leash, he saw her walking off, the baby in a pram.
He watched her slim figure, the yellow dress swaying, and wished he
had spoken to her. Why? What
the hell did he need with a bird with baggage? “Come
on girl, let’s go home,” he called to Martha, and they turned in the
direction of Cavendish Avenue. *** Maggie
pushed the pram, looking down at her son, the love and sadness almost
overwhelming her. Danny was the
spitting image of his dad; God, how was she going to keep going on without
Gary? The trip to London was to
help her move on but being with her in-laws only deepened the loss of her
husband. His parents had been
kind and only wanted the best for the two of them but it was difficult to be
without Gary. The unfairness
that their son would never know about his father except from photos and
family talk was just not right. Family,
what a joke. Gary’s parents
and his brother; Maggie had no
one except her sister, who was God knew where.
Poor little Danny got shortchanged in the family department. Maggie
approached the beautiful home in St. John’s Wood and programmed the gate
and they went inside. She loved
walking in the park, it was their special time together and she made mental
plans to go back the next day. *** Maggie
was dressing Danny when her Barbara, her mother-in-law, came in to fuss over
him. Maggie recognized the
longing expression on her face, she saw Gary too, and it hurt.
“I have a bridge game this morning sweetie, you two want to come
with me?” Maggie
smiled, “No thanks, we are going to take a walk. It is so beautiful out.”
Barbara nodded, kissed her grandson and waved good-bye. Maggie
slipped a light jacket on the baby, fixed up a diaper bag with supplies and
they headed out into the lovely late morning light. The park was a short distance and as she entered it, she saw
many people milling about and dogs chasing Frisbees. She found a safe spot where she could watch all the
activities but keep Danny from being trampled and spread their blanket out. Placing
Danny on his tummy with a teething ring, Maggie slipped off her shoes and
stretched out next to him. She
watched a man tossing a Frisbee for a huge English sheepdog who would run
after it, look at it with disinterest then stroll away.
He was getting frustrated and Maggie had to stifle a laugh watching
his movements. Danny
let out a holler. She guessed
she was not paying enough attention and she rolled on her side, looking at
his sweet, drooling face. “Yes,
you little monster, Mom is here.” She laughed, wiping his wet chin.
He grinned at her, handing her the drenched rattle.
“Gee, thanks.” Suddenly
there was barking which was getting closer, and something bumped into
Maggie. She threw herself over
Danny to protect him. She sat
up, confused, to see the sheepdog, panting almost in a smile, staring at
her. Maggie rubbed her lush fur
then let Danny touch it as the man carrying the Frisbee ran up. “I
am so sorry!” he wailed. “She is not herself today. Are you okay? Is
the baby okay?” Maggie
looked up into his face; a very nice face, and nodded.
“Yeah, we are fine, she just startled both of us.
She is a handful, huh?” The
man groaned hooking her leash back on. Paul
was a little surprised to see this was the girl from yesterday.
Her hair was up in a ponytail, she had not a scrap of make-up on, but
she was stunning. The baby was
looking at him with huge blue eyes, then he focused on Martha.
She fascinated him completely. Maggie
stood up, with Danny still in her arms, and held out one hand.
“Hi, I’m Maggie Reynolds, and this drooling mess is my son
Danny.” Paul
grinned, clasping her hand, “Paul McCartney. and this is my total horror
Martha.” Maggie
squinted at his name; Paul McCartney? Wasn’t
he one of the Beatles? She and
Gary had been married very young and she immediately went to night school
and a job and had little or no time for anything except work.
He did look a bit familiar. A
lot of girls at school had liked the Beatles. “It is nice to meet you.
There is plenty of room on the blanket if you would like to take a
rest.” The words came out almost against her will, but he was already
sitting, Martha lying directly beside him. “May
I hold the baby?” Paul asked. Maggie
only hesitated a second. Danny
did not like strangers and would let them know right away if he objected.
He didn’t. He looked
at Paul absently then past him to Martha before concentrating on the
teething ring. Maggie handed
Paul a towel, “I warn you, it is amazing how much drool can escape a
baby!"” Paul
had held many of his nieces and nephews but it had been a long time.
John had a son but they were not around much for him to have any
practice. This was a cute kid.
He looked at Maggie, “So you’re American?” Maggie
nodded, “Yep, from Maryland. Over
visiting my in-laws and maybe contemplating living here.
I just don’t know.” Her voice trailed off, thinking about Gary
and the life they would no longer have together. Paul
saw something in her eyes, “What does your husband think?” he asked then
knew he said something he shouldn’t as the tears brimmed. “Sorry, I.....” Maggie
shook her head, blinking rapidly, “No, how could you know.
Gary was a Marine; he was killed 9 months ago in Vietnam.
My in-laws want us to move in with them.
My entire life is on hold.” She
played with the little boy’s fingers, “I just need to do what is the
best for Danny, he is top priority.” Paul
was quiet. What a horrible
sequence of events to happen to someone so young; guess his life was
certainly not so awful after all. “I
cannot imagine what you are going through but it seems to me what is good
for you will be good for your son. He
obviously adores you and if you are happy, he will be happy.” That
brought a smile to Maggie’s lips and she nodded. “I hope so. I
was so destroyed when I found out about Gary, but I had no one to turn to
and was so afraid Danny would suffer.” Paul
bounced the kid, getting a loud giggle, “Nope, I think he doing just fine.
Where do your in-laws live?” “Oh,
down Cavendish, number 20. Really
nice house. Gary and I lived in
base housing, it’s just a bit of a difference.”
She laughed and Paul thought it was a lovely sound. “Really?
I live at number 7, so guess that makes us neighbors.” Maggie
fed Danny as they talked and without even realizing she rocked him until he
was sleeping peacefully. Martha
was getting her second wind so Paul tossed the Frisbee a bit more, not
really wanting to leave. He
found himself listening to her, making comments and generally enjoying being
with a girl without the pressure of impressing or trying to get her into the
sack. Maggie
checked her watch. “I really
should be getting home,” she said. “I’ll
walk with you,” he offered, and he gathered up the sleeping boy and laid
him gently in his pram. Danny
shifted and yawned but remained asleep as he was wheeled away. Martha walked along side, glancing at the two adults and the
pram as if she was trying to understand everything. Paul
had passed this house many times on his walk to the Heath and waited as she
programmed the gate code. Maggie
turned and held out her hand. “Thank
you so much for listening to my tales of woe, it was a pleasure to meet
you.” Paul
covered her hand, “I hope we see each other again. I take Martha every day that I am not working and sometimes
even then. Say good-bye to your
young lad, he is smashing; you should be proud, Maggie.” Maggie
came in the side door, parking the pram where Barbara had asked her to.
As she picked up Danny, her mother in-law was there waiting, “Who
was that?” she asked curtly. Maggie explained and was shocked to see her entire demeanor
change. “Really, you spent
the afternoon with Paul McCartney? I
knew he lived down the street, the damn fans always hanging about. What is he like?” Maggie
was taken aback, what was the big deal?
She excused herself to go and lay Danny down and hurried upstairs to
her room. Danny safely in his
crib, Maggie sank on her bed, picking up a picture of Gary, “Honey, what
do I do? I know your parents
are only tolerating me because of Danny.
I just don’t know, I wish you were here.” And she cried softly
cursing the fates. *** Danny
had suddenly stood up and attempted to walk!
Maggie was beside herself with no one to tell. Danny took only two steps and then sank onto his diaper but
Maggie was thrilled. She
checked outside; the clouds and rain of the last few days had subsided and
it was warm and beautiful so she gathered her things, loaded Danny into the
pram and they headed toward the park. Finding
her spot, she tossed the blanket out, put Danny down and encouraged him to
try walking again; she would catch him.
With his flop of blonde hair and huge blue eyes, he was Gary through
and through, and as she held his favorite toy hostage, Danny narrowed those
eyes and reached for the wheel of the pram. He
pulled himself up; tottering a bit, then took one step, calling for the toy
with no words but sounds. Maggie
clapped excitedly and handed him the prize elephant and he chewed
contentedly. She leaned back on
both elbows, watching a bird digging furiously for a bug or worm, when she
heard barking and glanced over her shoulder to see Martha, Paul being pulled
by the lead. She waved and they
came right over. Paul
knelt down to Danny, “Hey mate! Looks good, can I have a bite?”
Danny held tightly to the elephant; there was no way.
Paul motioned to the blanket, Maggie smiled and he sat down.
“And how is Mum today?” Maggie
laughed, “Happy. He took his
first few steps. Remind me how
happy I am about it when he is running around destroying everything!” Martha
romped around Danny making him grab at her and giggle. Paul and Maggie
delighted in their play. After
about an hour, Paul said he hadn’t had lunch and would the two of them
like to join him at a pub across the park?
Maggie hadn’t realized she was hungry too, and readily agreed.
They loaded up the baby and headed across the vast grass. When
they arrived at the pub, Paul asked one of the owners if Martha could be
tied out back and if someone would watch the pram.
Seated inside, someone scrambled to find a baby seat and crackers and
Danny was content as Maggie and Paul looked over the menu. Once
lunch was ordered they chatted, Paul listening to Maggie’s talk about
Danny and her problems with her in-laws.
She suddenly looked a bit embarrassed, “I am not sure why I am
burdening you with all this, I’m sorry, truly.” Paul
reached over and squeezed her hand. “Nonsense.
I do not mind being a sounding board.
Did they not like the idea of you and Gary getting married?” Maggie
shook her head, “Gary and I were high school sweethearts, and right out of
school I became pregnant so, no, they were not thrilled.
Ruined their son’s life and all.
He had wanted to go to college to be a doctor, but joined the Marines
to help us out and get money for school later on.”
She stopped. “I guess it was not meant to be.
When we heard he had been killed, they wired me money to fly over and
stay since I could not remain in base housing.
Mr. Reynolds is a CEO of an aerospace company and they have lived
here for several years. Gary
has a brother, and I think they are trying to push us together, sort of
keeping the first and only grandson in the family.” “And
what about the brother?” Paul asked taking a sip of beer. Maggie
rolled her eyes, “No way! He
is nothing like Gary, nothing at all. I
could stay here a thousand years and there would be no attraction.”
Maggie picked at a piece of fish.
“Gary was amazing, kind, sweet and gentle.
Strange words for a Marine, huh?”
She looked down to avoid displaying her tear-filled eyes.
They ate in silence for a bit until Danny took a soggy cracker and
tried to give it to Paul. Paul
saw the grubby hand and took the half eaten offering. “Ta, son,” he said, and he actually ate it, making Danny
grin and pop one in his mouth. Maggie
took this all in, amazed. She
looked at Paul, smiling at her son and something stirred in her but she
brushed it away. It had just
been a long time since she enjoyed talking with a man.
Gary had been away for 6 months before he was killed and they had
only shared a few tear filled phone calls.
She wished she had taped those calls; she missed the sound of his
voice, his laugh when he teased her, the huskiness when he said he loved
her. Maggie looked up to see
Paul watching her quizzically and she just smiled and said lunch was
delicious and the moment passed. Walking
back toward the house, Paul asked Maggie if she would like to bring Danny
and take a drive to a friend’s house in the country. There was going to be a get together with wives and kids and
it should be a good Sunday. Sounded
like heaven to Maggie, to get out of town away from the Reynolds’ and
relax, and she accepted. Paul
got her phone number and said he would call with the time and bid her good
day. Maggie pulled the pram up
to the house and scooped up her son feeling truly happy for the first time
in almost 9 months. *** Paul
arrived home to only three girls hanging around the gate.
They petted Martha and smiled shyly at him, he greeted them and went
inside. Once Martha was happy
in the yard, he went in and called Derek and asked if it was okay to bring
Maggie and Danny to Sunday’s party. When
he hung up, Paul went upstairs to his music room and sat at the piano.
Maggie was such a sweet girl who had been dealt a raw deal.
He could not imagine why the Reynolds’ were being so hard on her.
And Danny, what a wonderful baby. He
was happy Martha had been such a pain in the ass that day or he would have
never met them. Maybe fate or
something. Maggie was different
then the girls or women he had met the last few years. She could care less if he was a Beatle, a chemist or a
teacher, he liked that. He
doodled on the keys, a melody drifting across his head.
He needed to get something down; it was driving him crazy. *** Paul
rang the bell at noon on Sunday and had his first meeting with Barbara
Reynolds, who was dressed to the nines and very solicitous.
She invited him in, introduced him to her husband, then called Maggie
to come down. Maggie
arrived holding Danny, who pointed at Paul, smiling. Paul grabbed his little hand, “Hey Danny, looking sharp
today,” he said, acknowledging the little coveralls and stripped shirt.
Maggie had on a lovely summer dress, in light green that showed off
her hair and eyes becomingly. She
had the diaper bag slung over her shoulder and went to grab a jacket when
Paul offered to hold Danny. Danny
slid into his arms and leaned against Paul’s shoulder.
Barbara oohed over her grandson, Paul politely said it was nice to
meet them and they were off. Once
in his car, Danny on his Mum’s lap, they headed outside of London.
Maggie was quiet, watching the scenery whiz by, pointing out items to
Danny and trying to get him to repeat the words.
He just giggled and pointed and chewed on the much-loved elephant. “So
how much grief did your in-laws give you for going out with me today?”
Paul asked shifting and passing a slower car. Maggie
glanced over at him, “Are you kidding?
I thought Barbara was going to pass out, she was on the phone for
days talking about me going out with Paul McCartney.” Maggie stopped; she was really quite angry at all the fuss.
Paul was a nice man, famous or not.
She did not find this kind of thing such a big deal. Paul
laughed, “Now you know what my life has been these past 5 years, never
knowing if someone wanted to know you or the image.
It gets old very quickly.” Maggie
reached over and stroked his arm, “I think you are a pretty good judge of
character.” Then she went back to coaching Danny and Paul could only smile
at the silhouette of her face. She
was damn pretty and he liked her, he liked her a lot. Derek
opened the door and greeted them warmly.
Maggie met his family, all four kids and wife, and then they went
outside where many others were already eating and drinking.
Paul introduced Maggie to everyone; two of the other Beatles were
present with their wives and several other musicians, producers and other
assorted music sorts. Maggie
knew she would never remember all their names but followed Paul around,
Danny on her hip. Paul
went to get them something to drink and Maureen, Ringo’s wife, came over
with two little boys in tow. The
two women talked kids and Maureen asked to hold Danny, who looked at her
hesitantly and then began to cry. She
was crushed and handed him back, Maggie feeling awful for the display.
But the real surprise was Paul, who suddenly appeared after hearing
him start to cry. Danny looked
up at him and raised his arms. Maggie was stunned as Paul picked up the boy and consoled
him. Maureen
was more then stunned. She
looked at Maggie and smiled. “Now this is a picture I thought I would
never see.” Paul
scowled at her before grinning, “You’re just jealous he likes me and not
you.” It
was a wonderful, relaxing day and Maggie was so happy she agreed to come.
She had been awfully lonely never meeting people her own age, only
Barbara’s and Charles friends. It
was nice to sit around and talk about things that actually interested her
and to watch mothers with their children.
She and Maureen really got on well and Patti; George’s wife, was so
sweet and offered to show her around some of the great shopping areas.
Danny had a terrific time, crawling, splashing in a little wadding
pool, eating and charming everyone. He
had been a great baby and Maggie was so proud as she said goodnight to the
Taylors and thanked them for such a terrific day. Once
in the car, Danny promptly curled up in her arms and was fast asleep from
his busy day. Paul reached over
and smoothed his hair, then turned on the engine and they were headed back
into town. Part
of Maggie did not want the day to end; she had no desire to go home and get
the third degree. She was
contemplating this when Paul asked if she wanted to see his house. He had been nothing but a gentleman, and as Maggie wondered
if this was a good idea, Paul stopped in his drive and looked over at her.
She nodded and he opened the gate and they went inside. His
yard was much larger than the Reynolds’; with a beautiful rose garden, and
right in the middle a huge round glass house.
Maggie found it fascinating and asked if it was built for anything in
particular. Paul laughed and
said no, it was a whim, so he built it but barely used it at all. Paul
gently picked up Danny and they went inside, dodging Martha who bolted out
as soon as the kitchen door was opened.
Paul took Danny to a small room off the living room, where there was
a sofa; he laid him down and surrounded his sleeping body with pillows. Maggie
laughed, “You are an old pro!” Paul
shrugged, “Just lots of nieces and nephews.
Can I get you something to drink?” One
last look at Danny and they retreated.
Paul poured two glasses of wine and they sat nearby talking and
watching the television. There
was a music show on, Top of the Pops, and Paul would comment on
certain groups, something Maggie knew absolutely nothing about. It
was very late and Maggie was beginning to get sleepy. She looked over at Paul, “I think I had better head home or
I will fall asleep right here.” He
nodded, alarmed that inside he thought that would not be such an awful idea.
He gathered up Danny and they walked the few houses down to the
Reynolds’. Once
the gate opened, Maggie looked up at the windows and sighed; looked like
everyone was already in bed, thank heavens.
She took her son from Paul; “I had a wonderful day, thank you.” “Me
too. We are working on an
album, have studio time scheduled but can I call you in a day or two?” he
watched to see her reaction. Maggie
smiled and nodded, bid him goodnight again and hurried up the drive, Paul
watching until the gate firmly shut. Walking
back towards his home, hands deep in his pockets, he was a little disturbed
at the feelings those two were evoking in him. *** It
was a week later and Maggie was pushing Danny through the park, heading
toward the man-made lake when she heard someone call her name.
Paul was approaching, sunglasses on, sports coat slung over his
shoulder. He smiled broadly at
her, “Hey, what a smashing surprise! How have you been?” “Good,
thanks. And your recording,
going okay?” she asked still walking and pushing. Paul
got in step with her, talking about some songs and working with his band
mates. As he talked, he was
teasing with Danny, who giggled and grabbed at Paul’s fingers.
He was thrilled when he saw Maggie walking on the Heath; he had been
unable to get her out of his mind. He
had picked up the phone more times then he could count but always chickened
out. He knew he was attracted
to her – hell, who wouldn’t be -- but he also knew she was still very
much in love with her husband. It
was a complicated situation but as he looked at Danny, he thought time might
help things change and maybe... “So,
I have a picnic, there is plenty,” Maggie was saying, bringing Paul to the
present. They
found a lovely, sunny area and spread out the blanket and goodies.
Danny was really getting into the walking thing, crawling over and
pulling himself up, stepping then landing on his bottom.
Paul could tell it would only be a short time and he would be off,
out and about. Then Maggie would really have her hands full. She
handed Paul a sandwich, egg salad, and something to drink then concentrated
on her son, feeding him food from a jar, which he ate if nothing else
distracted him. Taking care of
a kid was time consuming, he thought, and she did a terrific job. Maggie
caught his stare and smiled shyly. He
sure was good-looking, and she knew he was flirting with her, which was very
flattering, but Gary was still paramount in her mind. He had been the only man she’d ever loved – heck, the
only man she’d ever kissed! Danny
finally had enough of the baby food and decided he wanted to explore.
He crawled into the lush grass and plucked a handful and promptly
stuck it in his mouth. “Hey,
I’m all into veggies but not this!” Maggie squealed and brushed his new
found treat away, which prompted a squeal of protest.
Paul watched in complete amusement, Maggie on her knees trying to
reason with her son, Danny doing his best to ignore her. Paul
stood and held down a hand and Danny latched on. He pulled himself up and took a few tentative steps. Maggie
sank back and watched as Paul slowly walked with Danny and a lump rose in
her throat. Gary should be
holding that small hand, Gary should be watching his son grow and develop. Paul
turned and they came back to the blanket and Danny sank down and crawled
over to his Mum, smiling. She
tousled his mop of blond hair and he clutched on to his elephant, looking up
at a bird flying overhead. Paul
sat back down and resumed eating his lunch, aware of the mixed emotions
splashing over Maggie’s lovely face.
He knew straight away she was thinking of her husband and he
understood. Paul contemplated
how complicated this situation was, would she ever be ready to move on
without him? Yeah, she would,
she was young but after only a short time of knowing her he could see her
feelings ran deep. Gary was
probably the only guy she ever loved and definitely the only guy she slept
with. But deep inside him he
knew she would be worth the wait. He
was tired of the kind of women who wanted him, he was tired of trying to
weed out real feelings entwined with the damn celebrity banner.
And he was ready to look toward a future with a family, he remembered
how happy he and Mike and Mum and Dad were; his parents really loved one
another even with the struggles of raising kids and money.
He wanted that completeness. *** Maggie
could feel a difference in the air as soon as she arrived home.
Barbara was huddled close to Charles and looked up nervously as
Maggie walked in, Danny on her hip. “Nice
walk dear?” she asked, reaching for her grandson.
Maggie said yes and went to the fridge to get a cold drink. Taking
a sip she leaned back against the huge counter, “So something is up?” Barbara
stopped dangling a toy for Danny’s amusement and looked at her, surprised,
“Well, Charles has to travel to Australia for several weeks and wants me
to accompany him, the company will pay for that.
But...” “Then
you should go! Danny and I will
be fine.” Maggie smiled, tweaking his ear and making him giggle.
Barbara looked a bit relieved but Charles kept his stern, fatherly
expression. “Maggie, it does
not seem appropriate to leave you and our grandson in this big house with
only Charlie.” Maggie
got their drift, “Charlie and all your staff,” she reminded, “Please,
you know everything will be above reproach.
Unless you want us to go back to the States. I do have friends in Virginia.” Maggie hated the thought,
she was not ready to go on with her life, not just yet. Luckily
Barbara jumped in. “Oh, no, no, we don’t want you two to leave.
I would prefer if that never happened.
Danny is our only link to Gary.”
Her voice trembled a bit.
“We just want to make sure there is no talk.” Maggie
could barely hold her tongue; people could talk until their lips fell off,
she would NEVER have anything to do with Charlie.
Ugh, the thought! It
was eventually decided Maggie would run the household, after Barbara gave
her full instructions, and Charlie would stay at ‘The Club’, some all
male establishment that the Reynolds men had belonged to for generations.
Maggie was thrilled! She
had this huge place to herself without Charlie; a royal pain in the ass who
tried to flirt with her at every opportunity and came across as a pompous
bore. Her
in-laws were packed and on their way within a week and Maggie was queen of
the manor. She walked around,
moved ashtrays, left papers on the couch, didn’t shut the cupboards in the
kitchen, left lights on. It
felt wonderful! Maggie
had never invited girlfriends over for lunch and thought it was about time,
but she didn’t know anyone until she remembered the party at the Taylors.
She had really liked Maureen and Patti and thought maybe they would
come. Loading up Danny in a
stroller, she walked the few houses down to Paul’s.
There were four girls milling about who glared at her. “What’s
your story?” one demanded. “Are
you trying to pass this little tyke off as Paul’s?” Maggie
reared back almost if she had been physically hit. Then anger filled her. “This
is my son, and what I am doing here is none of your business.
Excuse me.” And she reached over and rang the house bell. Paul
answered, telling the girls he was working and give him a break.
“Paul, it is Maggie. Can
I talk with you?” The girls
elbowed each other, muttering about ‘the stupid bitch’ when the gate
clicked and it drifted open. Paul
walked through. He grinned at
Maggie but reached for Danny, “Hey big guy,” he said, and the three of
them disappeared inside leaving four very bewildered fans. “Sorry
to come without calling but I don’t have your phone number,” Maggie
smiled, parking the stroller. Martha
was in the garden and greeted them happily. Paul
set Danny down and he walked several steps as Martha danced about him.
“Hell, this is a wonderful surprise...” “But
you did say you were working, I only wanted to get Maureen and Patti’s
phone numbers and I will leave you to work.”
Paul grabbed Maggie’s hand, “I welcome the break, I was just
tired of the gatebirds ringing the bell.
Come on in and I will make some tea.
You do like tea?” She
followed him in, carrying Danny, Martha on their heels.
Paul busied at the stove and sink and they talked while Danny walked
a bit, crawled a bit and dodged Martha.
Sitting with Maggie at the kitchen table, Paul poured two mugs of tea
and asked if she liked milk. “So
you want some phone numbers huh?” Paul smiled after taking a sip, then
adding a splash more milk. “If
you think they won’t mind.” Maggie
looked up, her eyes shining. “My
in-laws are away for a few weeks and I have the house to myself, I thought I
would have a lunch. Do you
think Maureen and Patti would come?” Paul
loved her innocence and enthusiasm.
“Absolutely, I have heard from reliable sources they were quite
taken with the two of you.” Paul
looked down at Danny who was in a tug of war with Martha and wish he could
add ‘me too’ but knew it was not the right time.
He walked over to a small desk, looked through a well-worn address
book and jotted down some numbers. He
handed the paper to Maggie. She
looked at what he had written, then up to him.
“And your number too?” She raised an eyebrow. Paul
shrugged, ‘Well, you mentioned you did not have it, it’s just in
case.” And he left it at that. Danny
began to cry and Maggie gathered him up, “Were you being ignored?” she
teased, nuzzling him, “Oh, Paul can you fetch the diaper bag, he is in
dire need!” Maggie took him
into the bathroom and changed and cleaned him up. When
she came out, Paul was waiting and asked her to join him in the music room.
It was up on the third floor, a large room covered in photographs,
gold albums, sofa, desk and old piano.
Maggie could see he had been working, a cigarette burned down in the
ashtray, a notepad with words scribbled about. Paul
took Danny over to the window and was pointing things out to him while
Maggie walked slowly around the room looking at the photos and other
memorabilia. It really put in
perspective just how famous Paul was, and it was sobering.
She had never been allowed the frivolous time to enjoy dances, music
groups, and a lot of the teen givens as she grew up. She
and Gary were together from 9th grade. Gary focused on grades for med school, Maggie dealt with her
older sister who stole, took drugs, sold drugs, got pregnant and eventually
disappeared with almost everything they owned.
Their parents had been killed a few years before, and Maggie, even
though she was younger, the caretaker of their home. When Betty took off with some guy, Maggie was left with
nothing. Maggie
always felt her pregnancy was not an accident.
It was Gary’s way to defy his parents but also take care of her;
since they would make sure he did the ‘right thing’.
She turned to watch her son, happily looking out the huge half moon
window, and knew no matter why it happened, she was grateful to have this
little part of Gary to live on. “Well,
this is pretty impressive.” She
glanced over at Paul, who rolled his eyes. “Naw. Now this little guy, that is impressive.” *** Two
days later Maggie hosted her first house lunch. Maureen brought her boys, Patti and her sister Jenny came,
and Maggie loved setting out the best china and working in the kitchen to
create the perfect meal. Maggie
had told Mrs. Wilson she could have the day off so she and her friends could
relax and have fun. The kids
had their own small table, with peanut butter and jelly finger sandwiches,
and Danny, even though much younger, seemed thrilled to have the boys
around. It
was a warm day; so they adjourned to the huge back garden where the three
boys played and the women chatted and got to know one another.
Maggie checked on Danny and was pouring more lemonade when Maureen
asked about Paul. Maggie looked
confused, “What about him?” She sat and took a drink. Maureen
glanced at Patti, “I thought maybe you two were seeing one another.” “We
do occasionally, usually at the park. I
like him from what I know. I
just assumed he had a steady girl.” Maggie looked at them for
confirmation. “He
and Jane went together for several years but they broke up recently.
He took it very badly.” Patti stopped.
“So you aren’t interested?” “I
am still in love with my husband,” Maggie said quietly.
“I am not sure how to go on after him.
Gary was a soldier through and through, but the side I knew was warm
and gentle. There are days when
I wake up and I forget, just for an instant, that he is dead.
When the realization comes, it is still devastating.” Maggie looked
down, blinking to stop the tears from coming. “Maggie,
I am sorry, I didn’t mean to upset you,” Patti put her arm around her
shoulders. “I have known Paul
for a few years and he is different around you and Danny. He seems content. I
just thought -- oh, forget it, I am just a hopeless romantic.
George is always getting after me for daft thoughts.” About
an hour later, all the kids were down for naps, and the girls had found a
bottle of sherry and were sipping and giggling when the doorbell rang.
Maggie crept over and looked at the security screen; Paul was outside
the gate and she buzzed him in. Maggie
glanced at her companions, “My neighbor is here!” she snickered, and
Maureen and Patti giggled, seeing how drunk she was.
Maggie flung open the door, “Hey!
Come on in!” and she bowed and waved her arm. Paul
squinted at her and came inside, looking over at the other two girls, who
were covering their mouths to stop the laughter.
“Thought I’d check on you girls,” he stopped seeing the almost
empty bottle of very good sherry. “Ahh,
ladies, having a fun afternoon?” He
held up the container and they all laughed harder. “So
Paulie worried about little old us?” Patti twirled around him, tugging at
his shirtsleeve, his hair, “Or were you hoping Mo and I were gone?” Paul
gave her a warning look and she backed off and sat back down, pretending she
was zipping her mouth. He
looked about, “Where are the boys?” “Napping,”
Maggie said, trying to stand straight but failing miserably.
“I was just going to check.” Paul
laid a hand on her arm, “Let me, think I may do the steps a bit better.”
He went up and was gone for several minutes. Maggie
tried to focus. “I believe he thinks we are a little tipsy.” “Gee,
ya think?” Mo could not stop giggling as she poured more into her glass.
“Anyone else?” Maggie
held up her glass, then took a sip, “This is really good.” Paul
returned, Danny in his arms, Zak and Jason trailing behind.
A few minutes later the bell rang and he let George and Ringo in, who
were coming to collect their wives. Both
complained loudly, thanked Maggie for a wonderful afternoon and they were
off. Maggie
sagged down on the couch, still sipping her sherry, watching Paul holding
her son. “So mister killjoy,
you ruined our afternoon, sending my friends home.” Her cheeks were
flushed, her eyes very bright and Paul thought she looked even prettier. “I
hate to break it to you, Maggie, but it is almost 6 pm, the afternoon is way
over.” “Is
not!” She stomped over to a
clock, tried to see it, then gasped, “Oh my, it is that late!
Danny, sweetie you must be hungry!”
Her son, still in Paul’s arms, was grinning at her, chewing on the
elephant. She
started past Paul, who gently took her arm, “I will feed him.
Shy don’t you lie down? It’s
okay.” Her
head was swirling, her eyes not seeing very well, and she nodded, heading up
to her room. Crawling up on her
bed, she was asleep almost as her head hit the pillow. Paul
found the baby supplies, fed and changed Danny, then they went to check on
Maggie. She was curled up and
Paul tossed a blanket over her and the boys went back downstairs. *** Maggie
rolled over, stretched, then sat up, startled.
Where was Danny? Why was
she in bed? The pain in her
head swept over her and she groaned. Oh,
God, she did not think she would ever drink sherry again. She
went into her bathroom and splashed water on her face.
Maggie felt like she might be sick and waited several minutes before
going downstairs. She could hear Paul talking with Danny and her son chattering
non-intelligible words, and as she rounded the corner, both were spread out
on the floor, toys everywhere. Danny’s
eyes raised up. “Mama,” he
said, and Maggie froze. Paul
laughed at her expression. “Yeah,
I heard it too!” She
knelt down and hugged Danny close. He
squirmed free, showing her his soggy toy, completely unaware of the
monumental occasion. Maggie ran
a hand over the back of her neck as she looked at Paul, “Thank you, I did
need to sleep. I can’t
believe we drank that much.” She
stood up, wobbly, Paul putting an arm around her waist to steady her.
Maggie leaned back against him then looked up into his eyes. Paul
moved forward and kissed her gently. Maggie
was too startled to react. “Sorry,
luv, not sure what came over me,” he mumbled, moving away, busying with
cleaning up the mess he and Danny had made. Maggie
watched him pack up the toys, her hand touching where his lips had just
been. She wasn’t offended; it
was a sweet kiss, and much to her surprise she had liked it.
Her thoughts turned to Gary; her husband -- was this being
unfaithful? Could you be
unfaithful to someone who was no longer here?
Between the muddled thoughts and the sherry she could not make heads
or tails out of anything. Kneeling
down and retrieving several blocks, she laid a hand on Paul’s arm.
He stopped working, sitting back on his heels, looking at her.
“I am not angry Paul, in fact, it, well, it was very nice.
It just has been a long time since I have been kissed.
And,” she was a bit embarrassed, “Gary was the only....” She
didn’t finish, as Paul took hold of both her hands. “That I had already figured out.
Not surprising you would be a one-man woman. But, Maggie, I do like you, a lot, and when and if you think
you may want to move on, I would like to give us a go. Is that a possibility? If
not tell me now and we will just be friends.” Wow,
Maggie thought, this is Paul McCartney and he is putting his heart right
out on his sleeve. Danny
crawled over and leaned into Paul’s lap, holding up a car and Paul made
some sort of revving sound. Yeah,
he was famous, but the side she saw was a gentle man who loved kids and
animals, and he was attracted to her and damn good-looking to boot.
She would always love Gary. Danny
would be a constant reminder, but she knew in her still heart he would want
her to have a happy life, and at 20 she sure was not ready to never date a
man again. Paul
took his attention from Danny and returned it to Maggie.
It took a lot for Paul to open to her like that; he had actually
surprised himself by asking. For someone like Paul patience was not a strong suit; any
other bird he would have bedded by now, but he knew that was not how he
wanted to treat Maggie. She
smiled at him, a beautiful smile and kissed his cheek.
“Let’s see how things go. Just
for the record, I like you too.” *** Paul
and Maggie had their first real date three days later.
Mrs. Wilson offered to watch Danny so his Mum could go to dinner and
a film. Maggie panicked,
plucking through her closet; she was a military wife and certainly did not
have much to choose from. It was a warm evening, so she selected a printed shirt-dress
and wrapped a green shawl around her shoulders, picking out one of the
colors in the dress. She messed
with her hair but ended up leaving it hanging loose, and dabbed on a bit of
make-up. Maggie
was amazed how nervous she was waiting for the bell to ring.
She was feeding Danny, sitting like the king of the world in his
highchair, paying more attention to Mrs. Wilson working in the kitchen than
the spoon Maggie was attempting to hold to his mouth.
Out of frustration, he would take the bite and then whirl his head
about, afraid of missing anything in his vicinity. When
Paul arrived, Mrs. Wilson smiled as Maggie the last bite from the jar.
He showed Danny how to ‘high five’ and Maggie gave Mrs. Wilson
some last minute instructions, and they were off. As
they came out the gate to his car, several of the girls she had seen near
his house before were walking toward them.
Maggie glanced at Paul nervously but he just smiled, laying a hand in
the small of her back. “
‘ello girls, how are you this evening?”
He opened the door to his Mini. The
one who had challenged Maggie grinned at him.
“So where is the boy? Just
the two of you tonight?” Paul
nodded, “Yeah, Danny’s not feeling well so he is at home.
Thanks for the concern, g’night.” And he hopped in and they took
off. Maggie
took a deep breath, “How can you stand all that?” “Comes
with the territory. Most fans
are great, just want to thank you and tell you great job; you have some that
think they own a part of you. But
come on, let’s not spoil the evening.
I have dinner reservations at a smashing place, I hope you’ll like
it.” Paul was dressed in a
lovely suit, his dark hair freshly washed and hanging a bit over his collar;
he looked wonderful. Maggie
suddenly worried she was not dressy enough and voiced just that.
Paul shifted then reached over for her hand; “You look beautiful,
not much on pretense luv, lesson one on getting to know me.” The
restaurant was in the heart of London, a small bistro with wonderful food
and atmosphere. Several patrons
greeted them, smiling eagerly at Paul, but once they were seated no one
approached. Paul ordered some
wine and gave advice on some items, and once they ordered he pulled his
chair over close to hers and they talked.
Maggie was surprised how he relaxed her and how open she could be.
She told him about Gary, funny stories and events that had Paul
laughing and saying he wished he had known him.
Maggie mentioned Betty and a few of the things she experienced as a
child and how she was determined to give Danny a safe, happy childhood. Paul
talked about losing his Mum, how hard his Dad tried to maintain a close
family life and all his aunts, uncles and cousins.
Maggie soon realized family was very important to him and that warmed
her heart. As
they were finishing their meal, Maggie used her napkin, laid it in her lap
and looked over at Paul haltingly, “Tell me about Jane and what
happened?” He
closed his eyes; there was still pain, and then he thought about wringing
Maureen and Patti’s pretty necks. “Don’t
be angry with them, please. I
told them I just assumed you had a steady girl, I mean, why wouldn’t you?
That is when they told me you recently had a bad break-up.
If you don’t want...”Paul held up a hand to stop her, “No, you
have been straight forward about Gary.
I met Jane on a telly show right after we became successful.
We had all seen her before, she was an actress and popular in her own
right. All the lads hit on her
but I won out and we were together for almost five years.” A dark cloud
swept over his face. “But
with all that was happening, with all the girls making offers I, well, I
wasn’t faithful. The last time was the final straw. Not one of my prouder moments.” Paul
took a long drink of wine, then swirled the remainder around in his glass,
waiting for Maggie to respond. He
knew how traditional she was already, and he wondered if he just put an end
to something before it began. Maggie
absorbed all he told her and thought about the girls that hung outside his
home; how many men could resist that day in and day out?
"So what about now?” she asked, and he looked at her
quizzically. “If you found
someone you wanted to be with, could you say no now?” Paul
tried not to smile too broadly; he loved how honest she was, “I hope so.
I have learned never to say never but I know the hurt I caused and
never want to do that again to someone I care about.”
Maggie smiled and lifted her glass.
Paul did the same. “And we are saluting…” he asked. Maggie
clinked his glass and took a sip, “New beginnings. Now what is good for dessert?” *** The
film was a Peter Sellers movie, which Maggie did not like very much but
loved some of the silly comments Paul would make.
They slipped in right after the lights went out and as the credits
rolled, Paul took her hand and they escaped out the back.
The Mini was parked a few blocks away and with the night still warm
and dry they walked hand in hand, discussing certain scenes they liked or
disliked. On
the way back to St. John’s Wood, Paul asked if she and Danny would like to
go to Battersea Park the following day for a picnic, one he would provide.
Maggie nodded then leaned her head back, listening to the radio and
the gentle shift of the gears. When
they arrived back in Cavendish Avenue, Maggie gave Paul the gate code and
they drove inside and he turned off the engine. “Let’s
go check on Danny,” he said softly, then opened her door and escorting her
inside. A small light in the
kitchen was left on and Maggie dropped her shawl and purse on the counter
before heading up to her room with the crib. Danny
was stretched out on his tummy, his elephant under one arm, his blanket
balled up and kicked to one side. Maggie
kissed his sweet head, then covered him and turned to leave. Paul
smoothed back his hair. “Night
champ,” he whispered, and they both went back downstairs. Maggie
walked Paul to the door and thanked him for the evening.
They stood in the dim kitchen light, looking at one another,
wondering. Maggie had not
realized how beautiful his eyes were, especially as he looked at her with
such affection. She laid a hand
on his cheek, then raised up and touched her lips to his, very gently,
feeling his hands go to either side of her hips.
“What time tomorrow?” she whispered against his mouth just before
he kissed her back, with a little more urgency. “About
11?” he replied, making himself back away; she was making him crazy! Maggie
smiled and watched him go and get into the Mini, then hurried back upstairs
to stand and watch her son and think about the evening. *** Maggie
was enjoying a lovely dream when Danny tossed something at the bed.
“Mama!” he cried and she sat up, confused, then looked at the
crib. Rubbing her eyes, she got
up and clutched her son close. “Hey
tadpole, I missed you last night. Were
you a good boy?” She laid him
on the changing table and did diaper duty then took him to get breakfast. Mrs.
Wilson was bustling in the kitchen and asked about her date, causing Maggie
to blush a bit. “My, Maggie,
he sure is a handsome young man. I
have seen the girls who hang out at his home but I’ve only seen him from a
distance. Aren’t you the
lucky one?” When
Danny was safe in his highchair, Maggie asked if she could take a quick
shower and was told to go; he would be just fine. She
made her bed, showered and slipped on jeans and a peasant shirt, then laid
out clothes for Danny. She
pulled her long hair up in a ponytail and grabbed a light jacket, just in
case. Paul
arrived right at 11 am as Maggie was dressing Danny. While Paul played with him, she packed the diaper bag and
yelled to Mrs. Wilson that they were off and would return later. Paul
had barely slept a wink all night; he could only think about Maggie and
kissing her. When he grabbed
her hips, he worried she would see the evidence of his affection
predominately in the front of his trousers.
He had never been around a woman, much less for weeks on end, and not
slept with her. It had been
over two months since he had sex, and for him that was an eternity! Paul
had felt so aroused last night he almost went to the flat of a woman he knew
would welcome him with no strings. Nothing
ever happened with her except sex, but as he contemplated heading over, he
thought of Maggie and how she might react.
He did not want to disappoint her; he wanted to be the man she
deserved and that scared the hell out of him.
He had loved Jane, he had felt proud to be with her, but that had
never stopped his need to succeed with any willing bird.
It was sobering to actually consider how Maggie would feel. He
looked over at her, holding Danny and pointing to cars and buildings
whizzing past and a warm, loving feeling washed over him. Was he ready for this package deal? Did he want to rear another man’s child?
As he pondered the statement, he was stunned to realize the idea was
quite appealing. God, what the
hell was wrong with him? He was
a madcap bachelor who could score with most anyone he set his mind to, but
after so many years that life had become empty and unfulfilling.
With Maggie and Danny he could have a family. Paul,
old buddy, you are jumping way ahead! I
think the drugs and alcohol have finally taken their toll!
No, your lifestyle has taken its toll,
he thought miserably. I
want, no, hell, I need a different life and maybe, just maybe... Paul
pulled in, paid the parking attendant, and then gathered the basket and
blanket. Maggie had Danny on
her hip, the diaper bag firmly on her shoulder and she followed Paul to a
nice spot not far from the boats and amusement area. Maggie
lay back on the blanket, Danny sprawled out on her chest, chewing on a
block, drooling. “Ugh, young
man where does all that come from?” she groaned wiping his chin. Danny
wanted to walk so Paul took one hand, Maggie the other and he took off,
babbling and trying to point at objects without crashing onto his bottom.
They rented a boat and Paul rowed, splashing Maggie once with her
threat to get him back when he least expected it. Finally
Danny curled up and slept, and Maggie and Paul could have lunch and talk.
Paul covered the boy with his little blanket then patted his lap and
urged Maggie to slide over. She laid her head down listening to her son breathe and the
birds flying over head. She
felt very safe and peaceful. Paul
stroked her hair and talked about the album he was working on and mentioned
that Rings was having a get together and they were invited. It
was getting dark before they arrived back at the Reynolds’. Maggie took Danny upstairs and laid him in his little crib.
He was a filthy mess but had crashed out on the way home and she
figured she’d bathe him in the morning. Mrs.
Wilson came from her room and asked about their day.
Paul appeared behind Maggie and nodded to the old housekeeper who
promptly blushed and giggled. Maggie
found it amazing the effect he had on women, young and old alike.
“I’m going to be a proper girl and walk this young man home,”
Maggie winked at her. “Will
you listen for Danny?” Mrs.
Wilson nodded and told them to scoot. Paul,
one eyebrow raised, looked at Maggie, amused, and followed her downstairs
and out the drive. They had
parked his car at home and walked over to Maggie’s but she was not sure
she wanted the evening to end. Maggie
glanced down the street and was relieved to see there were still no
gatebirds to bother them. Paul
reached over and took her hand and they walked in silence to his tall green
gate. “How about a cuppa?”
he asked hopefully, programming the code. Maggie
wondered if she should, something was stirring inside her and she worried
about what might happen if she went inside but the mangled thoughts came out
as “Okay,” and they went in the kitchen door. Paul
flipped on the light and put the kettle on.
He arranged mugs and a teapot then went into the living room and
turned on some jazzy music. Maggie,
at the sink, washed her hands and poured some milk in a small pitcher. As
she set spoons out, she felt Paul come up behind her and slip his arms
around her waist. She turned,
leaning back against the sink, looking up at him.
“I am not sure what is happening here,” she said softly.
“I had such a wonderful day. I
like being with you a lot.” It
sounded so stupid and trivial but Paul beamed at her and she lowered her
eyes, a bit embarrassed. She
felt his finger under her chin, raising her head up.
“Maggie, you are amazing, I look forward to every minute I spend
with you.” He moved closer and she knew he was going to kiss her and it
would be a different kiss then ever before.
And it was. He trailed
light kisses around her mouth then covered hers with a passionate, deep
kiss, his tongue doing a light dance with hers. As
he drew back, looking for a reaction, Maggie was breathless, her eyes
closed, a slight smile curving her lips.
Realizing he had pulled back, she opened her eyes to his smile. “That was awfully nice.” Paul
drew her tighter against him. “Yeah
it was.” And they were
kissing again and did not pull back until the kettle began screaming and
they jumped and laughed. Curled
up on the sofa both sipped tea and talked until Paul took the cup from her
hand and set hers with his on the coffee table. He
pulled her into his arms and began kissing her.
Maggie sighed, the sound driving Paul crazy. She entwined her arms around his neck accepting his kisses,
running her hands through his hair. Paul
was used to a few kisses then into the sack.
It had been years since he had an old-fashioned make-out session and
it was exhilarating. Maggie
could feel Paul starting to want more and she slowed things down a bit,
keeping the kisses a little lighter and less demanding.
“Maggie, I am going crazy,” he murmured against her ear and she
buried her face against his neck. “I’m
sorry but I enjoy kissing you very much.
I am not ready for anything else right now.
Please understand.” She rubbed her face against his skin, loving
his smell and feel. Yeah, he
was going to be dangerous and she knew it.
She was not sure how long she could keep him at bay and truly how
long she wanted to. Maggie and
Gary had necked and fondled some, but making love had been a big step for
them and after only three times Danny was conceived, Gary went to war and
then he was gone. Her experience with sex was extremely limited, but she knew
how much Paul was stirring the emotions inside her. Sensing
the urgency of the situation, Maggie pulled herself together and said she
should be getting home. Paul’s
face was flushed, his breathing ragged and Maggie noticed he did not stand
up for several minutes; she figured he had to let things calm down. Walking
her out he grabbed her elbow and twisted her close, “I have time scheduled
at the studio tomorrow. Can I
call you afterwards?” She
smiled at him, making his loins ache even more, “Yes, I would like that.
Come on and walk with me, the air will do you good!” Paul grinned
at her and nodded, and watched as she disappeared inside then walking with a
spring in his step he hurried home. *** The
evening at the Starrs was wonderful. It
was the first time Maggie met John and she was intimidated immediately.
He did a walk around her, humming and hawing, and checked Danny out,
then turned to Paul and grinned, “Didn’t know you could get um in a
package deal,” he said, and walked off.
Maggie blinked at Paul, who was mortified, and spent several minutes
trying to explain John and his humor. Maureen
had hired a local teen to watch all the kids so Maggie turned Danny over,
and with Paul holding her about the waist they joined the adults outside on
the terrace. She noticed an
empty chip bowl and carried it towards the kitchen but was immediately
surrounded by Mo and Patti. “Hey!”
Patti grinned, “Looks like things have taken a different turn.” Maggie
rolled her eyes, “You two are awful.
We have decided to take it slow and see where it goes.” She smiled,
thinking of several of their talks. Patti
groaned, “No way! Paul does
not take anything slowly! I know...” “Ah…you
know what?” Paul’s voice filled the room and the three girls jumped. Patti
smiled sheepishly, “Hi, Paulie, didn’t hear you come in.” “Obviously.
Look girls,” he set down his glass and pulled them both into his
arms, “I like this one. I like her a lot and I do not need you telling tales.
Okay?” Maggie tried to
stifle a giggle looking at their faces close to Paul and nodding furiously. Paul
winked at Maggie, filled his glass and left.
Maureen and Patti sighed deeply and sagged on chairs, “I thought he
was going to bitch me out,” Patti looked at Maggie, “He does have a
temper ya know.” Maggie
looked at her warningly, “Remember, no tales,” and they all dissolved
into laughter. There
was a mound of food and drink and soon several were rolling joints and
lighting up. Maggie had not
been down this road and had no desire to, so she took the opportunity to
take a walk in the garden. It
was an incredible night, and as she looked back at the house and people, she
almost pinched herself thinking where she was and with whom.
As she leaned on a wall, looking at the moon, she realized someone
was coming up behind her and turned to see John.
She immediately began to panic. He
leaned on the wall beside her, his long hair hanging partially across his
face. He lit a cigarette, took
a long drag, and glanced over at Maggie.
“So what is your story?” Maggie
hoisted herself up on the wall and narrowed her eyes at him, “Story?
Why is it you feel the need to make a newcomer uncomfortable?
Is that your story?” John
let out a laugh, crushing the ciggie out under his boot.
“Made you uncomfortable huh? Sorry,
luv, guess that persona pops out without warning.
Just have heard a lot about you and your son lately, think me partner
is smitten, to say the least.” Now
this had Maggie blushing, mildly surprising John. “Your partner is a wonderful man and has been nothing but
kind to Danny and me. I
appreciate that kindness very much.” “Ahhh,
kindness, yes but what about the bloke?
Do you appreciate him?” John stared into her eyes, thinking they
were very nice eyes, and waited. He
and Paul had been strained lately; lots of shit going down, Paul disapproved
of his affair with Yoko, but he loved the guy and did not want him hurt.
“Miss Maggie, he may be a well-known celebrity and all that crap
but deep inside Macca is a little boy looking for acceptance.” “From
what I have heard he was been accepted by about half the female population
world wide.” Maggie
was attempting to make a joke, but John was having none of it.
“Typical female,” he snapped.
“Shagging is one thing, loving and feeling entirely different.
Paul wants a family, a real traditionalist at heart.
Don’t mess with him unless you intend to follow through.” “I
am not sure I know you well enough to have this conversation.
No, let me rephrase that -- I know I don’t know you well
enough. What I feel about Paul
is between him and me. Excuse
me.” She hopped down and
walked back to check on Danny, and John watched her go with an amused
expression on his face. Maggie
was coming out of the ‘babysitting room’ when Paul met her on the
stairs. He smiled, “Haven’t
seen you much. Did I see you
talking with John?” He saw a cloud wash over her face and he panicked.
What the hell did John say or do?
“Maggie, what did he say to you?” “Just
wanted to know if my intentions were honorable.” She smiled at his surprise but he recovered quickly. “And
are they?” This
brought out a laugh and she tossed her arms around his neck and kissed him.
“I promise not to take advantage of you.
I will be a lady first and foremost.” Paul
nuzzled against her neck, “Well, that alleviates all me fears, but Mags,
could you maybe stop being a lady every once in a while?” His wicked smile made her blush, but not enough to deter
another lovely kiss. *** The
next few weeks Paul and Maggie spent almost all their time together, mostly
with Danny, but on occasion they were able to be alone and explore their
growing feelings for one another. Paul
was working at his home piano in the middle of the night after spending an
evening with Maggie that ended in a necking session that had him almost to
the brink, when he knew he was in love with her.
It crashed down on him like a ton of bricks, the realization almost
overwhelming. He had loved
Jane, but it had not been enough to make things work; did he have the
maturity now to just be with one woman?
He didn’t have to think twice about Danny; he was totally besotted
with the boy and loved the idea of being his Dad. Dad!?
Paul was stunned; it was the first time he contemplated marrying
Maggie and the idea thrilled him. Paul
McCartney, husband and father. Looking
around the room he knew this old house would come alive with a family, it
was a home that needed a family. Martha,
at his feet, stretched and looked up at him absently, before putting her
head back down and promptly beginning to snore.
Paul laughed lightly and jotted down a few more words to a song.
Yeah, he was on a mission and Maggie was his target.
Felt strange being the pursuer not the pursued! *** Danny
walked over to his Mom and demanded to be held. Maggie was finishing some laundry when her son appeared.
“Hey tadpole, what cha up to?”
She lifted him up, snuggling into his little boy neck.
He held out one of his toy cars and made the revving sound Paul had
taught him. “Yep, that is how a car sounds.” As
he babbled on, Maggie continued to think about Paul, something that pretty
much consumed her entire day. She
was not sure when the feelings she had for him crept up on her but all of a
sudden there they were, and she was terrified.
Six months ago she would have sworn total allegiance to Gary with
nary a thought of any other man, ever, but like a thief in the night, Paul
had captured her heart. Last
night when he got her jacket before he walked her home, Maggie knew she
wanted to stay more then anything. She
understood how difficult it was for him to respect her wishes and not try to
push the boundaries she had set, but now it was becoming as difficult for
her. She felt a little ashamed
at how much she wanted to make love with him.
Those feelings had been reserved for Gary, only Gary, but now it was
Paul she wanted to lie in bed with and feel his body close to hers.
And she knew if it happened, she would have to be the one to make the
first move. Danny
twirled his head as the doorbell rang, “Paul?” he grinned, wide-eyed and
Maggie giggled; he wouldn’t have to win her son over, that was a done
deal. She glanced at the
security monitor and Paul was indeed at the gate, several of the girls
talking with him. Maggie
scowled as she buzzed him through, meeting him at the side door.
As she opened it, still holding Danny, the smile he gave her had her
heart racing. “Morning luv…ahh,
well, guess that is…afternoon. Danny,
me man!” He held out his arms and Danny did not hesitate. The
three of them came inside and Maggie asked if he needed anything to drink.
“No, thanks, got to meet John at the studio and wondered if you two
wanted to walk along?” Maggie nodded and went to get their jackets and the
diaper bag; they loaded Danny in the stroller and started walking towards
the recording studio off Abbey Road. When the weather was good, Paul usually walked, but as they
headed down the tree lined street, he could not help but feel happier then
ever before. Maggie
was pushing the stroller; Paul had his arm about her shoulders and he was
content. He had to talk with
her; hell, he had to make love to her, make her completely his. He had to. He
wasn’t sure why he was bringing them along today; the situation with John
hadn’t improved and you never knew what kind of mood he would be in. Maybe he was hoping that seeing them together, John would
think about what he was doing and go back with Cyn and Jules. Paul
shook his head knowing what an idiotic thought that was; John never admitted
failures. Paul knew how troubled the relationship had been for years, hell,
he had really never wanted to get married but when your gal popped up
pregnant in the ‘Pool, that was the right thing to do.
But this Yoko bird -- God, what the hell was he thinking? Entering
EMI Maggie was all eyes knowing how much incredible music had been made in
this building. They parked the
stroller near a secretary’s desk who beamed at Paul but spent the several
minutes they were around cooing over Danny.
Paul took Maggie’s free hand and led her back to Studio 2, where he
introduced her to everyone, paying particular attention to a tall, thin
older man who she found out was their producer.
Mr. Martin had a lovely smile and greeted her warmly admiring her
son. She decided she liked him
straight away. As
they chatted, there was commotion and she saw John breeze into the studio, a
small Japanese woman with hair that flew everywhere by his side.
Must be the Yoko the others had spoken about.
John tossed some items in a chair and looked about the studio, his
gaze dropping on Maggie. She
shuddered. Oh God, he was heading towards her. With a sweeping bow, he grinned at her, then held out his
arms to take Danny. Danny
eyed this character for several seconds, looked at his Mom, and she smiled
and nodded. Almost with a
shrug, he slid into John’s arms, and Maggie was not sure who was more
startled. John scanned the
kid’s face; cute one he was, beautiful blue eyes.
Must be from his Dad, his Mum had amazing brown eyes.
“And how are you today, Missy?” John was addressing Maggie
without taking his eyes from Danny. “Grand!
And you, John? Aren’t you
going to introduce us to your friend?” John
snapped his eyes toward Maggie, thinking she was baiting him about Yoko, but
there was nothing there but her question.
He nodded, waving an arm to Yoko who came up beside him looking at
Maggie with apprehension. “My
paramour, Yoko Ono. Ah, this is
Paul’s good friend Maggie Reynolds, and this little weed is Danny.” Maggie
was a little taken aback that John had actually remembered their names as
she held out her hand and shook Yoko’s.
‘Nice to meet you, do you want to sit with us while they work?” Yoko
shook her head, not moving from John’s side, but Maggie did catch him
giving her a grateful look. For
all his bluff and thunder he was a bit insecure, she thought, walking to
the area where Paul had mentioned they could stay.
She spread a blanket down, sat Danny on it and surrounded him with
toys. Of course, he was more
interested in all the activity around him, and when he caught Paul picking
up his guitar, Danny scooted over. Paul
smiled down at him; "Think you need to be a bit bigger before I can
give you lessons,” he said, but he let him pluck a few strings. Maggie
was right behind him and drew him into her arms, “Sorry.” She
smiled at Paul but he leaned closer and kissed her lightly, “I’m not.
Think he would like lessons later on?” and they laughed and she
retreated, a warm flush washing over her body. John
was working on a mic but did not miss a thing.
His partner was over the moon about this one, and from what he had
seen it was a smart move. She
was young but had a lot of poise. He
liked the way she treated Yoko, better then his own mates. John
and Paul worked on several songs, arguing a bit, but as they got into the
music, Maggie watched the love and respect for each other win out.
It was magical to observe their talent and even though she did not
know a lot about their music, she knew greatness when it was right before
her. Several times she walked
Danny out front when he got a little loud or restless and when she would
slip back in, Paul was always aware they had returned.
He loved having them in the studio even if Danny was a bit
disruptive; seeing Maggie brought him inspiration. It
was dark when they headed down Abbey Road towards home.
Paul stopped at his house first and urged Maggie to come in for
something to eat. Maggie did
not hesitate, the Reynolds’ were scheduled back in two days and she knew
they would command some of her time, time lost to being with Paul, and she
hated that idea. Paul put on
the kettle and Maggie fed Danny, who was rubbing his eyes, fighting to stay
awake. Paul rigged up the couch
and once Danny was done, he picked him up to take him to it when Danny
started to cough and then threw up all over him. Maggie
was horrified until she saw the look on Paul’s face, utter shock, and she
started to laugh. “Oh, I’m
so sorry! Here, give him to me
and go get yourself cleaned up.” Maggie
wiped Danny off, changed his shirt and laid him between the pillows and he
was fast asleep almost before his head touched.
Thinking about Paul she walked upstairs to see if he was okay.
Turning the corner near his bedroom she spied him, shirt off, jeans
discarded, standing near the door in his briefs. Their
eyes met and almost against her will, Maggie walked towards him.
Paul never broke their stare but opened his arms as she got close.
Closing her eyes, Maggie pressed her face against his bare chest,
drawing her arms around him, loving the feel.
What am I doing? she thought, feeling him respond to her. Oh, Maggie, you know exactly what you are doing. She
leaned back and raised her eyes to his.
“Maggie?” he asked, his voice hoarse “Danny
is asleep,” she whispered, grabbing his hand and leading him over to the
bed. She
sat down, Paul standing above her. He
touched her cheek, “Are you sure?” She
nodded and stretched back, moving so he could lie next to her.
Paul climbed on the bed, leaning over her, propped up on one elbow.
He ran a hand through her hair and drew her face close to his for a
gentle, sweet kiss that progressed to anything but. Maggie
was breathless as she pulled back, “I want to be with you Paul, very
much.” The look in his eyes
warmed her heart as he began kissing her again and they stayed in each
other’s arms, kissing and caressing for the longest time.
Maggie felt his hands moving over her, fumbling at the buttons on her
blouse. As
the material parted, she gasped and Paul moved back a little, “Okay?” he
said softly as one finger circled on the satin of her bra. She nodded,
running her hands down his shoulders onto his chest, and further to his
stomach. Paul moaned, pressing
his face against her breasts, working at the clasp of her bra until it
loosened and was tossed to the floor. “Maggie,
you are so lovely, I have wanted you for the longest time.” He
kissed her mouth, neck, breasts, small nips and bites down until he was
undoing her slacks, removing them and her undies with one tug.
Maggie suddenly felt very shy but kept her gaze on Paul’s face,
knowing she wanted this as much as he did.
His fingers moved between her legs, stroking, rubbing in places no
other person had ever touched her before.
Gary had been an inexperienced as she was and their time together
left little for exploration. Maggie
was shocked at the feelings washing over her, the passion, and the waves of
joy Paul was bringing to her. As
he pushed her knees further apart with his leg and laid upon her, his
penetration was slow and gentle and he watched her face to make sure she was
okay. Maggie
breathed in sharply as they joined and her eyes flew open to find Paul
smiling at her, his slow strokes an agonizing ecstasy.
“Oh, Paul,” she murmured, drawing him as close as possible,
burying her face against neck, running eager fingers through his hair,
loving the feel of his body on her, in her. He
began moving faster and when he came Maggie was stunned and unprepared.
He shuddered and collapsed upon her.
Maggie smoothed back his damp hair, planting light kisses around his
face, holding him as his breathing grew slower. Paul
pulled back. “Sorry, luv, it
has been a while.” Maggie
smiled at him as he stroked her cheek, “Guess we won’t wait so long next
time.” They
stayed wrapped up with each other until Maggie heard Danny whimper a little.
Paul had drifted off to sleep, so she slipped out of his arms and
hurried downstairs. Danny was
thrashing about, and she sat and rubbed his little back until he settled
back down and was sleeping peacefully.
She pulled her blouse close around her, sitting and thinking about
being with Paul. He had been so
wonderful and gentle, a warm flush sweeping over her. As
her mind wandered, she heard a noise and looked up to see Paul standing
watching them. “I woke up and
you were gone,” he said gently holding out a hand to her. Maggie took hold and let him lead her back upstairs and to
bed. As they held one another,
Paul knew he had to ask, “Maggie, when the Reynolds’ come back, how will
it affect us?” She
leaned on his chest loving the feel of his body. “I will have to tell them how I feel, I can’t live a
lie.” She stopped. “It will be difficult, I know they had hopes for Charlie
and me. They will be awfully
upset.” “I
have something to ask, something for you to think about.” Paul rolled
Maggie onto her back, bending over her, smiling.
“I would love for you and Danny to move in here with me.
I just feel you belong here, I want you both here.”
Maggie was stunned at the request, but more so at the look in his
eyes, “Maggie, I love you both very much.
I think we should be a family.”
Tears brimmed in her eyes and Paul looked upset, “Luv, I’m sorry,
I wasn’t saying this to upset you.” She
laid her hand against his cheek, “Paul, no, I just can’t believe you are
feeling the exact same thing I am. I
can’t believe you want us here.” “Oh,
Maggie I would be happy if you would never leave, you and Danny.
I love that little boy so much; I want to teach him everything!
I want to act like a Dad,” Paul put his finger under her chin,
“Gary is his father and we will make sure he always knows who is father
is, but Maggie, I want to try and be the Dad he deserves.” Maggie
was so moved, and she held Paul close.
She knew this is where she wanted to be too but explaining that to
her in-laws, she was not sure how to go about that. *** Barbara
and Charles were thrilled to see Danny and brought him many gifts from their
visit. Maggie sat watching
their interaction wondering how she was going to tell them about her
involvement with Paul. When he
had asked her to move in, she was thrilled, but as she welcomed back her
in-laws the realization of their decision overwhelmed her.
She was terrified they would try and fight for Danny. Charlie
showed up to move back in and he began his flirtation with Maggie almost
immediately. As she went to get
something to drink, he cornered her in the kitchen. “How come you never called me?” he challenged. Maggie
turned and looked at him. “Charlie,
you are a nice guy, but please read my lips.
I am not interested. I
--” she hesitated, “-- I am seeing someone else.” His
eyes widened. “Who, Maggie?
What do you mean? Mom, Dad, did you know that Maggie is seeing a guy?” He
charged back into the living room, Maggie trailing behind. Barbara
looked at her son, “Oh, Charlie, Maggie has seen our neighbor Paul a few
times, it’s nothing serious.” Charlie
scowled. “McCartney?
That no-talent has a woman for each day of the week.
Get real, Maggie.” Maggie
bit her tongue then looked at Barbara and Charles, “I did want to speak
with you two later on but,” she took in a deep breath, “Paul and I have
been seeing a lot of one another and we have become very close...” Barbara
jumped up, still holding Danny. “How close?” she demanded, “Oh God,
Maggie, you didn’t sleep with him did you?
How much of a fool can you be? Now
that he has slept with you, you will probably never hear from him again.
Maggie, I am shocked.” She paced around.
“What would Gary think? Well,
we are home, and this will stop right now.
I do not want my grandson exposed to such trash.” Maggie
reeled her head back, staring at Barbara, “Paul, is no such thing.
He is a kind, decent man, and he has been wonderful to Danny and me.
I won’t hear you badmouth him.” Barbara
and Charles were stunned at her outburst; Maggie was usually submissive and
not argumentative. Maggie
walked over and took her son from his grandmother.
“I am sorry to upset you, please believe me that was not my intent
but I can’t help the way I feel.” She
looked down, tears brimming, “I will always love Gary, something Paul is
aware of and accepts, but he is gone and Danny and I need to have a life of
our own.” Barbara
tossed her hands in the air, “And what is wrong with a life with Charlie?
It would be perfect.” “Perfect
for you all, but not for me. I
don’t love Charlie and I never will.
He is not Gary.” Maggie said as kindly as she could. “But
this entertainer is as good as our son?
I certainly don’t think so!” Charles was furious. Maggie
stood straight; rubbing Danny’s back as she could feel him tense up.
“I am sorry you feel that way.
I do wish you had taken the time to get to know Paul -- he is
wonderful. Excuse me, I am
putting Danny to bed.” As
calmly as she could, she washed her son, played with him a bit and put him
down, and he promptly went to sleep. Once
he was asleep, she rang Paul, who answered on only the second ring.
“How did it go?” he asked softly. Maggie
sighed, “Not real well; they are very unhappy with me.
I want to see you so much.” “Come
over,” he urged. Maggie
loved the sound of his voice. “I
can’t, Danny is sleeping and I am afraid if I leave they might not let me
back in.” “Maggie,
pack up and move in here. I
have lawyers, we will fight them.” Paul was getting angry now. She
smiled into the receiver, just wanting to hide in his arms, “I will see
you tomorrow. Are you going to
the studio?” “Yeah,
I’ve got some time scheduled but I can cancel.” “No,
go. Make beautiful music, maybe
they will calm down a bit and we can talk.
I don’t want to alienate Gary’s parents; it would not be good for
Danny. Please understand.”
She did not want to hurt him. Paul
sighed, “Maggie, my love, that is why I love you so much.
I will see you tomorrow. Night.” *** Danny
was holding court in his highchair, tossing food, it seemed, just to
irritate Maggie. She knew she
had little patience, not having slept more then an hour or two during the
night, so she cleaned up the mess and tried to get him to finish his
breakfast without a scene. Barbara
appeared and fussed over Danny, then looked coolly at Maggie.
“I just do not understand what you are thinking.
How can a small-town girl like you expect to keep someone like him
interested? Maggie, think, you are just a distraction.” Maggie
was hurt, she knew that the Reynolds were never particularly happy with
Gary’s choice, but if he heard them being so cruel to her, Gary would be
furious. She
stood up, wiping Danny’s filthy face.
“I am sorry you feel this way.
Paul has asked us to move in with him; maybe that would be best.” Barbara
almost fell over, sagging finally on a dining room chair.
“He asked you?” Maggie
heard the front gate buzzer and waited as Mrs. Wilson went to check the
monitor; she spoke to someone then came in to Maggie. “Dear, there is someone outside who claims to be your
sister.” Maggie
was stunned and looked at the screen. There
was Betty. How in the world did
she find her? Maggie unlocked
the gate and went outside to stop her before she reached the house. Betty
grinned, opening her arms, “Hey, sis, long time no see.” Maggie
avoided her grasp and stared at her coldly, “Yes, it has been a long time.
How did you know where I was?” Betty
laughed and fumbled for a cigarette and lighter. “Well, guess it was too much to expect a warm welcome.”
She looked around at the impressive stone house.
“Doing okay for yourself, little sister.
Wish I could say the same.” Maggie
immediately knew why she had been tracked down. “Oh, looking for money are you?” “Hey,
we are blood.” Betty reminded her.
“And how is my nephew? Sorry
to hear about your husband. Tough
break.” Maggie
turned and started back to the house, “Betty, it is nice to know you are
all right but there is nothing here for you.
I don’t have anything except my son.” Betty
narrowed her eyes, “Look where you’re living.
I beg to differ.” “Betty
none of this is mine, I am only here because Danny and I had no place to
live. All of this belongs to
Gary’s parents.” As
they argued, Maggie heard a noise. The
gate popped open again and in walked Paul.
Betty’s mouth dropped open and Maggie could only close her eyes in
frustration. Paul
stopped and tried to read Maggie’s face, but was completely unsuccessful.
He had never seen her so upset.
“Maggie, are you okay?” he asked, grasping to her hand. Betty
didn’t miss a beat, “Well, well, sis, you have been a busy girl.
It is Paul McCartney isn’t it?
I am Betty, Maggie’s wayward sister.
It is a pleasure.” Paul
shook her hand warily, never letting go of Maggie. Betty beamed, “Well, sis I have things to do but I will be
in touch. Nice to meet you
Paul, very nice.” And she breezed out and was gone. Maggie
sagged against Paul, “She is up to something, Paul and I am frightened.
We need to figure it out.” Paul
walked inside with her only to be met by another firestorm.
Barbara had Danny in her arms and glared at Paul, “Maggie, I think
you need to ask before you bring people into my house.”
That was the last straw. Maggie
reached for Danny but he only had eyes for Paul and squealed his name, arms
out. Paul
grinned and scooped Danny up from a stunned Barbara, “Hey Danny, give me
five,” he urged, and they completed they greeting ritual. Despite the stress of the last few minutes, Maggie could not
help but smile at the two and she saw an odd look on her in-laws faces. Maggie
focused on Barbara, “Can’t you see he is not just using us?” she asked
watching Paul look up sharply, “My in-laws think I am just a distraction
until you can move on to more suitable company,” she explained, the words
hurting her heart. The
flash of anger in Paul’s eyes wiped any doubt away as he turned and stared
at the two embarrassed homeowners. “I
know losing your son had to be the worst thing ever. I lost me Mum when I was 14 and there is not a day I don’t
wish she was here. I have only
known Danny a few months but if anything ever happened to him, I just
can’t imagine recovering, but to lay a guilt trip on Maggie for moving on
with her life is bollocks! We
care about each other very much and wish for your support.
If that is not possible, so be it.
Danny will always be your grandson and you are welcome to see him
anytime you wish.” He smiled
at Maggie. “I could fancy a
walk in the park, whatcha say, luv?”
She didn’t have to be asked twice and hurried for the diaper bag. Pushing
Danny in the stroller, Paul’s arm around her shoulders, Maggie let the
stress of the last 24 hours ebb away. Seeing
Betty really had her reeling; she knew enough not to trust her and had
worried when she finally divulged what she came for.
How was she going to get the money she thought she was entitled to?
When Betty laid eyes on Paul, Maggie could almost see dollar signs in
their reflection. They
sat on a park bench, Danny tottering about pointing at any object that
caught his eye. Maggie could
not help but smile at her son then turned to Paul.
“Think you had better high tail it away from me, I may be more
trouble then I’m worth,” she sighed burying her face against his
shoulder. He
rubbed her back, laying a kiss on the top of her head.
“Not a chance, we will fight all these wankers together.
I love a good barney!” Maggie
laughed and they stayed away for several hours just enjoying being with one
another. *** Maggie
went home and fed Danny, gave him a bath and put him to bed.
The Reynolds had a benefit dinner scheduled and were gone when she
was done, so she went to find Mrs. Wilson.
“Do you think I could leave Danny here and go over to Paul’s for
a little bit?” she asked shyly. The
old woman grinned at her. “Ahh,
young love, it is a lovely thing to see.
Go on sweetheart; see your young man.
I will take care of the little lad, it is my pleasure.” Maggie
took a quick shower and dressed in jeans and T-shirt then took the short
walk to Paul’s. He had given
her the gate code, so she programmed it and went inside. Paul
was in the kitchen as she came up the side steps. He opened the door, pulling her into his arms.
"What a lovely surprise, I was just going to call you.” He
kissed her gently. “Where’s
Danny?” She
smiled into his face, “Fed, bathed and asleep.
Thought we might be alone together for a little while.” Paul
kissed her again, “I loved the sound of that.
Come on.” They
curled up on the couch in the sitting room and talked and necked for the
longest time before moving upstairs and making love. Both drifted off to sleep for a little while, then Maggie got
up and slipped her clothes back on. She
leaned down and kissed Paul. “Ummm?”
he mumbled. “I
have to head home, I will see you tomorrow,” she whispered. “No,
stay a bit longer, please.” He reached up for her making her feel loved
and wanted. “I
can’t. I love you.” Maggie
almost skipped home, the warmth of Paul’s arms and kisses still paramount
in her mind. She never thought
she could feel this good again and for an instant she felt a bit guilty as
memories of Gary washed over her. Gary,
I hope you understand, she thought, I will always love you but Paul
is so good and sweet and he loves Danny and me.
I hope you can be happy for us. Maggie
went inside, hung up her jacket and hurried to check on Danny.
She approached the crib then stopped dead.
It was empty. Mrs.
Wilson must have him, she thought.
I hope he is not ill. Or
maybe Barbara has him. Maggie
checked the master bedroom; Barbara and Charles were still not home.
Heading back downstairs she went to the back of the house and tapped
lightly on the servants’ quarters door.
Nothing. Fear
swept over Maggie and she knocked harder.
“Mrs. Wilson, are you here? Do
you have Danny?” She
pushed open the door and cried out. Mrs.
Wilson was bound to a chair; her eyes wide and panicked.
Maggie tore at the gag. “They
took him, Maggie. I am so
sorry, I didn’t think I shouldn’t trust her.” She was crying
hysterically and Maggie, trying to keep her terror at bay, pulled at the
ropes and finally they came undone. Trying
to calm herself she asked, “Who took Danny?” Mrs.
Wilson collapsed, sobbing. “Your
sister and some man. She came
here and said she wanted to leave you something.
I went outside to the gate and once I unlocked it, the man pushed his
way in and they forced themselves inside.
I am so sorry, so sorry…” Maggie
ran for the telephone, what was the emergency number here in England?
She immediately called Paul, who was groggy as he picked up the
phone. “Paul, please come
over, Danny has been kidnapped!” she cried. Maggie
was waiting at the front as he ran up, still pulling on a T-shirt.
She threw herself in his arms telling him what she knew.
Paul took her inside and rang the police.
She heard him speak for several moments before hanging up and coming
right back to her. “The
police will be here shortly luv; now sit down and start again.” The
police were still at the house when Barbara and Charles arrived home.
Maggie was sitting on a chair, Paul on the floor in front of her
trying to keep her focused and calm. She
could not believe Betty could do such a thing -- what had possessed her? Maggie
ached, since the day the little guy was born she had never been without him.
She could not lose him like she did his father, it would kill her.
She buried her face in her hands weeping softly, Paul feeling so
helpless. He tried to sweep his
own feelings away but the thought of Danny being gone was devastating. He loved him so much, and looking at Maggie the anger that
filled him was stronger then anything he had ever felt. He would do anything to get him back for her -- hell, for
them. Barbara
and Charles paced about, muttering, and finally she stopped in front of
Maggie, glaring. “You and
your damn family, losers all of you. Now
our grandson is God knows where!” Paul
stood, keeping his hands close to his side, “I do not think this is
helping anyone. This is
certainly not Maggie’s fault.” Barbara
narrowed her eyes at him, “If Maggie had been home and not cavorting with
you maybe this would not have happened!” Maggie,
her eyes red-rimmed, stood up and walked over to the Reynolds’.
“I will be staying at a friends house.
Let me give you that number when you hear something.” Maggie
went upstairs and packed everything of hers and Danny’s and brought it
downstairs with Paul’s help. She
looked at her in-laws, “I would be remiss for not thanking you for helping
the two of us out, but I know deep in my heart that Gary is ashamed of both
of you. Paul, can we go
home?” *** Two
hours later Paul’s phone rang and he handed Maggie the receiver.
“Betty, I won’t press charges if you just bring him back.
Please.” Maggie tried
to keep the panic from her voice. Her
sister’s cold laugh told her the story.
“Sorry about all this Mags, but you have latched on to the golden
goose and I want my share. It’s
just business, some seed money and I will get out of you hair forever.
Come on, the boyfriend has a bundle.” “This
is not his battle, Danny is my son. I
will not ask Paul for money!” she snapped. Betty
chuckled, “Well, that will be up to you, but this cute blue-eyed kid would
do well on the black market. That
is entirely up to you. I will
call you later.” And she hung up. Maggie
sagged down on the kitchen chair, still holding the phone.
Paul knelt before her, “What does she want, I will pay it, it
doesn’t matter.” Maggie
shook her head, “It does matter. Oh
God, I can’t believe I have dragged you into this. Maybe Barbara is right...” “Don’t
go there!” Paul ordered, “She knows absolutely nothing.
Maggie, I love you and I love Danny, it is only money, getting him
back is more important. How much does she want?” “She
didn’t give me a figure, she was testing the waters. Paul, she threatened to sell him on the black market if I
didn’t pay her.” She buried her face in her hands.
“Betty has never been good with babies, I hope she is treating him
right.” *** Betty
stalked around the dark flat listening to the brat cry.
God, how did anyone tolerate babies?
Fred was just sitting, drinking, watching TV like he didn’t even
hear the kid. She
walked into the bedroom and peered down in the rickety crib.
Danny stopped crying and looked at her with those big blue eyes. “Mama?”
he stuttered, looking all around. “Sorry
kid, she’s not here. Fred,
when do we call with the terms? I
won’t be able to stand this for very long?” *** The
police were getting nowhere, and as the hours slipped by Maggie was feeling
more and more hopeless. She
walked around the big house feeling lost, worrying how Danny was being
treated. She knew she was
keeping Paul out and felt guilty, but hated the idea that he was being
exploited because of knowing her. Finding
herself on the top floor, she went into the music room and stood by the half
moon window remembering Paul and Danny and their chatter.
Tears brimmed and she longed for her son. She
sensed Paul before she felt his arms surround her and she leaned back in his
embrace. “I don’t know what
I would do without you.” She murmured, feeling the warmth of his body. Paul
buried his face against her hair, loving her smell; “We will get through
this and be a family. Trust me,
luv.” His words did help a
bit but all Maggie could think of was holding her son. *** Betty
finally called and the demand was two million pounds. Maggie was floored. She
begged her sister to reconsider, but knew she was not getting through to
her. “Sorry, just give us the
money, you get the damn kid and were out of your life,” Betty told her. The
detective working the case said they should get the money together and set a
trap. Maggie was terrified; she
knew her sister was capable of hurting Danny, but reluctantly agreed to
their plan. It
was the next day before Betty called to see if they were ready to deal.
Maggie told her Paul had transferred funds and they had the cash at
his house. Where should they
meet? Betty
was over the moon and she insisted Maggie, alone, would ride the underground
to Tottenham Court and go up the escalator, where a guy in a cowboy hat
would meet her. Paul was
frantic, he did not want Maggie to go but Detective Brown insisted she would
be followed the entire way. Maggie
was scared to death to be holding a briefcase with all that money on the
underground surrounded by evening commuters.
She finally saw the station sign and alighted from the train and
headed up the escalator. The
crowd was thick and Maggie tried to look for the cowboy hat when suddenly
someone had her arm and was dragging her off and into a small room. Maggie held tightly to the case, blinking to see who had her. Fred
grinned. “Well, if it isn’t
Betty’s little sis. Got
something for me, girl?” He
narrowed his eyes, approaching her. “Take
me to my son or no deal,” she snapped, acting stronger then she felt. He
slapped her hard. Maggie reeled
back against the office wall. "Don’t
give me orders, bitch, now give me the loot.” Maggie
shook her head. “No!
Take me to Danny.” He hit her again and she tried to fight it, but blackness
enveloped her. *** Maggie’s
head was pounding as her eyes fluttered open.
She was lying on a mattress and rubbed her hand across her swollen
face. She heard a sound and sat
up quickly. “Mama!”
There was Danny, standing in a crib grinning at her.
She swept him into her arms, crying and laughing, kissing his sweet
face. Her eyes were beginning
to adjust to the low light, a small room with only a mattress, the crib and
one small light. She walked to
the door but of course it was locked. She
banged on it. “Betty!” Maggie
heard the lock and the door opened, “Hey Mags, sorry about all this but
Fred figured if we could get two mil for the kid, gee, what would you
bring?” *** When
the police arrived at Paul’s, he could tell something had gone horribly
wrong. He sank onto the sofa as
they told him Maggie was gone; no one saw who took her. Within the hour his phone rang with their demands.
They wanted another three million to turn both over.
Paul kept his anger in check as he spoke with Betty.
He had never, ever, really wanted to hurt anyone but he could make an
exception with these two. Maggie
desperately needed a bathroom and banged on the door for almost an hour
before Fred opened it. He made
her extremely nervous, “Where is Betty?” she asked as she looked around,
holding her son close. “Out.
Use the bathroom quickly. Give
me the kid.” Maggie
backed up, “No, I’m going to change his diaper. I’ll get done.” She
hurried inside. After using the
facilities, she sat on the toilet and washed Danny up a bit.
He was so oblivious, just happy to have his Mom and chewing
contentedly on a plastic toy. Maggie
splashed water on her face, then went back out and was shocked when Fred
grabbed her arm. He pulled
Danny out of her grasp and tossed him on the couch, then crushed Maggie
against him. His
breath and body odor were awful as he grinned at her.
“Come on Maggie, I want to see what turns a Beatle on.” He
pressed his mouth on hers and fumbled at her dress. Maggie
fought like a tiger, aware of Danny crying and calling her name.
Oh God, she thought, this creep is going to rape me in
front of my son. Fred
was getting angry and yanking at her clothes just as the front door opened
and Betty breezed in. “Fred,
you son of a bitch!” she cried as she hit him and knocked Maggie away. Maggie
grabbed Danny and cowered in the corner as they fought.
She saw her opportunity and bolted for the partially opened door,
screaming as she charged down the stairs.
Fred was on her heels and grabbed her before she reached the front.
Maggie tried to fight him, but holding on to Danny limited her
dramatically. Fred threatened
to hurt Danny and Maggie stopped and let him toss her back up the stairs. She didn’t see the lady on the second landing, peering from
her apartment door, watching the activity.
As Fred got Maggie to the top landing and back inside, the woman ran
for her phone. *** One
of the assigned officers took the phone call. “We think we found them!”
he announced, and despite their protests, Paul went with them to the
location that was phoned in. *** Fred
was furious and pried Danny from Maggie’s arms. “Please, let me keep him,” she begged, as he handed her
son to Betty. Fred hit Maggie
and threw her on the filthy mattress, shutting and locking the door. Maggie beat on the door, crying, listening to their voices
and Danny whimpering. God, what
a nightmare. She staggered over
and sat down, racking her brain at how they were going to get out of this
situation. It
seemed like only a short time when there were loud voices, crashing sounds
and shots. Maggie was terrified
and began screaming and banging on the door.
She heard the lock turn and backed up, afraid Fred would go
ballistic. The
door flew open, and there was Paul holding Danny. Maggie sagged to her knees as Paul ran to her.
He wrapped his arms around both of them, crying and whispering words
of love. “How?”
was all Maggie could get out. Paul
explained about the neighbor and as the police surrounded Maggie asking
question after question, Paul shielded her.
“Give it a rest fellas, come ‘round tomorrow and talk with her.
Tonight we are going home alone.”
He never let go of either one of them as he led them down to his
waiting car. *** Maggie
was exhausted and now that she and Danny were safe, she realized how badly
her body ached. She and Paul
fed and bathed Danny and stood and watched him sleep for the longest time.
Finally Maggie went to take a shower, and as she disrobed she could
see all the bruises on her body. Paul
tapped lightly at the door and peeked in.
Maggie heard his intake of breath.
“What the hell did they do?” he demanded really looking at her
injuries. He examined her
swollen face, his body shaking with anger. Maggie
smiled at him, and ignoring any shyness, just pressed herself against him.
“I had a bit of a fight with Fred. I
am fine, just a bit sore.” Paul
caressed her gently; “I could kill the bastard. Come on let’s get you washed up and in bed.” Somehow
the story broke and reporters, television crews and fans, all clamoring for
details of the surprise kidnapping, surrounded the house on Cavendish. A
picture of Maggie, Paul and Danny graced the covers of the Mirror, Sun
and Times, all with the question Who Are They?
Paul heard the commotion and tried to keep everyone from waking
Maggie. She’d had a restless
night, several times crying in her sleep and he knew she needed more rest. He had lain beside her watching for the longest time, the
swelling and bruises on her face bringing him to a frightening boiling
point. Her own sister -- he
could not understand. He
heard the intercom for the 50th time and got up to lecture the
intruders when he saw John’s car and buzzed it through.
Paul met him at the side door, “How’s she doing, mate?” he
said, as he breezed in, looking behind Paul. Paul
was touched that his friend had come. “Maggie
is still sleeping...” They
both heard a sound and turned to see her walking towards them, Danny in her
arms. She smiled at John,
“Good to see you. Thank you
for coming over. We are
fine.” John
gave her a once over and he knew how pissed he felt, he could not imagine
what Macca was feeling. He
gently touched Maggie’s puffy cheek, “You’re a brave girl Missy, glad
you and the lad are doing okay. Yoko
sends her best.” Impulsively,
Maggie hugged him with one arm, “Please tell her thank you.
Come on, I know this guy has the kettle hot.” It
was only a little while later when George, Ringo and their wives arrived and
Maggie knew their friends were closing rank to protect her from the outside
chaos. Gary had been her whole
world in school and then with her parents and Betty, she did not have time
to make close friends. Looking
about, everyone talking, laughing, drinking tea, entertaining Danny, she
felt like she belonged. And she
watched Paul. He was thrilled
they all had come to be at his side, and when he caught her glance, he
winked and mouthed ‘I love you’ making Maggie giggle. Patti
elbowed her, “See how it goes, huh? You
sneaky girl.” Maggie
squeezed her hand, “It is going rather well, thank you.” And they all
saluted with mugs of tea. *** Paul
made a statement to the press about the kidnapping and his involvement with
Maggie. He said they were in
love and wanting to make a life together with Danny, and to please respect
their privacy. He said he and
Maggie would press charges and see the trial through to a just conclusion. Maggie
marveled at how Paul handled the press and was waiting as he came inside.
“I would love to see Barbara’s and Charles’ faces when they see
the news.” She grinned in Paul’s arms. The
police detectives did come to the house and take Maggie’s statement and
said Betty wanted to speak with her. Maggie
acknowledged them but would not commit to a visit. Lying in bed with Paul she discussed it with him and they
both decided she should go and close the chapter with her sister. *** Early
in the next morning they left Danny with Maureen and Rings and drove to
Scotland Yard. Maggie asked
Paul to wait while she spoke with Betty alone.
Maggie was waiting when they led her sister in, handcuffed, behind a
glass partition. Betty
stared at Maggie, lowered her eyes and shook her head.
“I never figured for you to get hurt Mags, I am sorry.
How is the kid?” Maggie
smiled. “A tough little
bugger like his Dad. I wish I
could do something for you, but it is out of my hands.” Betty
laughed weakly. “Bet
McCartney is pushing for it all.” Maggie
leaned closer looking sadly at Betty, “You never gave us a chance.
Paul is one of the most generous, kind men I have ever known.
We would have helped without being forced.” Maggie stood up and
turned to leave. “You
going to marry the guy?” Betty hollered at her. Maggie looked over her shoulder and only smiled before
leaving the detention room. Betty
laid her head against the glass feeling more alone then ever before. *** The
Reynolds’ had made the decision to return to the states.
Maggie met with the two of them and she felt they had found a common
ground, and she promised Danny would always be a part of their lives.
Danny blossomed and began talking non-stop.
It was so obvious he adored Paul and the feelings were definitely
mutual. They were inseparable and at times Maggie almost felt like an
outsider but to see how much love they shared pushed any separation feelings
away. She knew how lucky she
was to find a man who could love her child so completely and without
reservation. And as Maggie
watched Paul put Danny to bed, she could not believe she found love twice in
one lifetime with two incredible guys. Paul
leaned down, kissed Danny’s tousled head and smiled at Maggie.
“I really think we need to talk about making another one of these
amazing little people. What do
ya think luv?” |
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Linda Cooper lives in Centennial, Colorado, and has for 18
years with her husband, two teen-age children, two cats and two dogs.
She works at the local high school, and loves hockey and music. She
first began writing in high school, sharing the duties with a good friend.
After several years in college, she moved to London with three friends and
lived in a small flat in the West End, working, traveling and even having
the privilege of meeting John Lennon at a book signing promotion. Her
stories took a hiatus for many years until about a year ago, when she found
several websites with fan fiction and thought she would give it a go.
She hopes everyone finds them fun. |
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